C'est la vie

random

back from awesome trip and am still in withdrawal symptom mode totally even though its been a week. it makes me realise how important space is. everyone needs space. it was just amazing that i could feel a strange sense of rejuvenation almost immediately when i saw the endless rolling hills dotted with sheeps/cows, the horizon and the sky and the land/sea touching each other. i was humbled by the majesty of nature and space. space is such a fundamental need of human beings but we simply do not have enough of it in our country. and let’s not forget that no matter how well the economy is, lack of space is no different from back in the old days when people lived in squatters. now, perhaps more luxurious, but still squatters-like.

what does it mean when a colleague tells you to “jiayou”? does it mean that im lagging behind? or that the colleague could tell that im on the verge of desperation? or the colleague wanted to encourage me for my efforts so far? i definitely hope it’s not the first one. hmm.

turning older sooooonn. omg. i wish to be wiser with age. not that im not wise enough (*beams* ahems). on a random note, has anyone realised that the greatest thoughts and knowledge of past people tend to take place under a tree? like isaac newton’s law of gravity when the apple dropped downwards from the apple tree, buddha’s deep thinking and enlightenment under the bodhi tree, etc. maybe i should sit under a tree ya? haha. i only hope i dont kenna bird shit because im a bird shit magnet.

looking forward to spa in batam next week already! :)

one last one before the start of another mad week. i really cannot wait for the trip.

i’ll need to use up my last bit of energy to hold back. maybe i need more than just a few days.

one big one in the heart. one on the skin. this should be enough.

good luck to everyone. all the best to me :)

“How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?

i wish im not serious. no, actually im not very serious. just not when it’s about people you want to be serious with.

some things/people are hard to forget. but im sure i can still do this.

tick tock

i am like a ticking time bomb. there are so many things but i have no outlet.

its beyond imagination and its really not that easy.